Hello my beautiful friends. Today when I woke up I've found a set of oil paints under my pillow. Oh, wow, the first thought was "hello my future pictures"! I am so in love with such presents. It's a sign, I have to create, don't stop, never stop! My 28th spring has just began and I have to move on! I received fantastic messages, thank you, I feel totally great!
Yesterday was the last working day and now I am waiting for my train to the Ural Mountains! Back to roots, xoxo! I really miss my friends and parents. Yo, guys, see you soon & be ready to have fun!!Another wonderful thing has happen: I sold a portrait of a young lady. It was made with pastel crayons. That has a meaning for me. Not a long time ago some people did not want to take my pictures even for free and I thought am I the worst painter ever? Are my pictures so damn bad? Ha, I don't think so. When somebody likes them - it is happyness for me, and if it brings me money, that is perfect! I am able to continue doing my art. Thank you so much! By the way, soon I will delete all my old pictures at society6.com, so hurry up if you want some art prints. You are able to order till the end of april.
I am on my way, I know where I am going and what I am fighting for!
Hello my beautiful friends, I hope that you feel good today. The weather is fine and everything in your life is okay, so what we are going to do today? Yes, what are you going to do if everything is okay?! Oh, you even can't remember when it was perfect in all aspects of your life. Damn life, I hate it, I hate you and I hate this pizza because as I continue to eat it I'll be as huge as hell! I am responsible enough to make the right decision - I will eat it! YOU WIN!
You still blame the circumstances and other people in what you have today. I heard you have a credit till the end of your poor life, your girlfriend or boyfriend left you sometime ago, you lost your job that you hated and go on continue this list if you want. what?! You did not have sex for half of a year, what a pity! I am sorry, yeah, do you see the second piece of pizza in my mouth, I am... really.. hmmm... sorry... I forget, we are not here to talk about problems. Right now they don't exist and you are responsible enough to make the right decisions like me.It is your fault if you did not think before you do something. My mother always told me "Think two steps ahead". And she was totally right. Hi, mom, I love you!
OK, we know how to avoid the potential problems: we got to think(!) what your action may be cause of. The easiest way. Now imagine, there are no problems, you are free from stereotypes, you don't afraid, you feel harmony and ready to be the champion in your marathon. You got an amazing idea and you want to bring it to life. Yes, you want it so bad. You told everyone around your neighbourhood what you want. Tell me what you want, what you really really want, I wanna I wanna (ha), I wanna really, really, really wanna zig-a-zig-ah. And what happens: you do it for several days, you think about it, dream about it and later you don't even notice how you are loosing you passion, you don't enjoy the process anymore, you did not finish yet but you gave a promise to yourself "I will do it tomorrow". And this tomorrow never comes. I wouldn't explain what you already know, you have no time, you need a quick answer. And the answer is: YOU have to make a friendship with your body!
Everyday is exactly the same, you come back home, you are tired of job | party | school | people | stress | being sorry | rules |this stupid stuff and go on again...You need to relax, you maybe buy a bottle of beer or roll up a joint, she maybe has the needle and smokes another cigarette, he maybe loading that new on-line game and all of you run off the real world in to the world wide web in search of what can make you feel better. So, what was the last season of this series about?
In short: You can rape your body and soul as you want, that is your choice. But if you decide to follow your dream at any price, you have to work hard, make a priority and care about yourself. "Care" is the main word in here. The mind and the body are two different things. It is time to be the host of your life, but how it can be if your own body disobey you. Feel lazy, upset, terrible and so on, then you have to fight with bad habits, it is a great deal. Be smart, be careful, make the qualitative mind-body connection.
"You say destiny decided what was meant to be,
I say I decide myself, what's to become of me,
Simon says there's not a chance we'll ever get along,
None of us say anything but we both think he's wrong".
The words are from "Simon Says", the one of my favourite song by Clawfinger.
Here are my latest news! Several weeks ago I started to make my first own art catalog. Can you imagine? Ha! That is rather long and difficult process for me. There will be some exclusive artworks that you did not see before and i will not post in this blog.
I hope that I can make an interesting book with sence - not just another boring catalog. Also I make a short movie about this art process. That is a great time for me after a long deep depression and personal troubles.
On this small mobile picture You can see green paper birds that I made when My ivy dropped all it's leaves. Such a nervous plant, like me =). looks great and makes me smile when birds are shaking by the wind out of the window!
This summer I worked so hard, had no free time for anything, I didn't travel anywhere. This is rather sad. And now thigs are changed! I paint a lot. I moved to a higher level in my art, caught a strong creative wave, Noticed some changes, I can't explain how but I have a power and it works. It means that I lost all the barriers, I can do anything, whatever I want! That sounds good, isn't it? YeAh!I I got so many plans! wish you, my people, to fing your own self power & Never give up!
Thank you for visiting my blog, I really appreciate your attention. Feel free to leave me a comment and add me as a friend! have a nice creative day! And remember we make culture, we are culture!!