This is an unfinished portrait of a woman I never knew (painted with pastel crayons), I probably never finish it but also I do not want to throw it out. The picture was shooted with my smartphone. As I moved in a new place to live my bags and boxes are still packed. I moved from historical center to a futuristic side. This is how I feel myself these days. Last year I had a self-experiment called "A white list". I concentrated on removing old things from my life, like starting something from a blank page, because you can't fill a full glass. There goes a new experiment, I call it "high tech" and I want to bring a new behavior with right thoughts. It is rather hard work, but it gives real results.
I did not feel myself good for the last several months. And I ask Universe to give me energy and time to know what I want to know, to see/read what I want, to meet good people and to create. I don't want waste my time and I don't want to live in war just because some other nations think they are able to destroy our lands. Who let them to kill us and take our territories, who are they to judge? No, we do not afraid, we will fight if needed to, we will survive. A modern man should not destroy and kill. When you recognize that you stuck in a circle of violence, perversion, poverty, then you understand that happyness is to be stronger, better, help each other to live in peace. And we know they don't want us to be stronger and live in piace. WE know and we want to say Keep calm (!) and celebrate 70 years since we won in the Second World War.